1. If I were Eurydice, I would be content to return to hell, knowing that my lover cared enough to look back for me.
  2. I want to tear down every wall I have. I feel this surge of love for some reason and it’s a bit alien to me. But the more I lean into it, the sweeter it tastes.
  3. God, I forgot the 90s CD era gave us hidden tracks. I remember a silence after Fumbling Towards Ecstasy and suddenly a little surprise song came on. I miss that. I’m always playing playlists but there is something special about experiencing the journey of an album.
  4. My toxic trait is to binge watch ATEEZ and ONEUS music videos when I’m exhausted. It’s … just random
  5. I started playing a game called The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy (which is AMAZING so far). But what gets me every time is the “magical girl" transformation cutscene which feels more subversive and even obcene in context with the theme of the game and story 😆
  6. Current obsessions: horror novels, The Hundred Line Last Defense Academy, vaporwave, bright pastel colors, Tear it Down by Jack Gilbert. Monospace typefaces and punky zine aesthetics.
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By insisting on love we spoil it, get beyond
affection and wade mouth-deep into love.
We must unlearn the constellations to see the stars.
– Jack Gilbert (Tear It Down)